Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick stabs, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with severe pain around one eye that lasts for several hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a